User:S Penumbra

I'll get to making this page eventually. Hang tight. It should be noted that by "eventually" I mean never.

Current Musing: Users Not Perfect
This'll be a constant headline that I'll edit at random intervals for often no apparent reason. I will use it to rant, or ramble, or share with you, the userbase, my thoughts of the moment. Right now, these thoughts pertain to my less than graceful entry into the wiki community.

None of this should be taken offensively, in fact, it's more of a compliment (in the sick, twisted sense). When I posted my troll farming build that I think handles the AI update well and is still an efficient farmer, I got a lot of negative feedback. I let it get to me and things got out of hand, and I get snappy, and even though I still feel very strongly about some of the things I said, I should've kept a civil tongue. While exploring other user pages, even the greatest contributors have discussions on their page about how they were disrespectful or rude or how they lost control and slipped up and violated NPA and this, and that. This did two things: 1) Reassured me that I was right to feel attacked, as these users have done similar things in the past which caused previous victims worry and trouble, and, more importantly, 2) any actions I make now (negative actions, specifically) can and will be in time, forgiven, and users will look past previous possibly foolish acts to my contributions following certain lessons learned on the wiki. I was snappy in the discussion over my build. While I still fully believe it was wrong for users to comment negatively and condemn my build without testing it or in some cases reading the page itself, I understand that any comments made on the build are not directed at me intrinsically, and that they never are unless the user specifies such, which breaks NPA. I understand I was a little hot headed and defensive over my build. In justification, I claim I stuck my neck out with the build knowing it would not recieve friendly feedback given it's history, and that I was prepared to "stand up" for what I believed, and defend it mercilessly and with brutal efficiency. This is not the answer. I could've taken the feedback better. But I know too, that in making the mistakes they did, and in making the mistakes I did, that nobody is perfect. No user is perfect. We all make mistakes and we can all be forgiven and we can all move on. What matters is what you do after the mistake...and now, for the next time I post a build, I will be able to take the criticism, or even the flaming, better.

Current Characters

 * N/Mo 20 S Penumbra
 * W/Mo 20 Miyamoto Musana
 * Mo/Me 20 Caithness The Wise
 * R/E 20 Steve of Eve
 * A/R 20 Ende Von Tagen
 * E/Me 7 Ember Skai

After purchasing NF and more slots

 * Me/E Ariss Allure
 * D/? Zealot Salaul
 * ?/? Extra Slot
 * ?/? Penumbra P V P