User:Ariyen/Amri

(This was back when I use to write Star Trek fiction) SD: 2405022.8

Amri Darriyen

Commander, Executive Officer

Uss_Hawkeye Ncc 75014

“Coping and realization of a better life”

Amri was sleeping in the brig, when Nate was commanding the Bridge for the day. She always slept either here or someplace else. Many found that strange, including the doctor and not many knew why… Most were concerned for her and of her condition, especially in doing things such as that. It was hard on Nate, because he always wanted her to be with him. Though, she could not sleep in a bed anymore. Nightmares came to her every night when she did sleep in a bed, Nightmares that could never escape from her. Nightmares that she didn’t tell Nate about, because she couldn’t talk to him about them without screaming and the reason for that was she always let the nightmares affect her quit a bit.

She hasn’t told a soul that one of the nightmares or even a few of the nightmares had happened… She relives them in her dreams, unable to determine why they couldn’t find other ways out. Sure she was a fighter, but She never has felt that strong. There are a few things that she knows and these things she don’t want to tell Nate and she won’t tell Starfleet. She is scared to tell Nate, because she is afraid that he may tell Starfleet. She knew she had to cope with her past and what happened then. She knows she’ll have to tell Nate some day, but she hopes in the goodness of his heart that he will not inform Starfleet. She’ll realize one day that she’ll have a better life ahead of her and that she does, but for now… She wants to deal with this, she has to deal with what happens until hopefully things settle, but Nate and others feel differently about that… She needs medical help, though she’s afraid they’ll commit her to the psyche ward. She doesn’t want to loose what she has and she doesn’t want to be forced to leave Nate, because of medical reasons.

Amri wakens in the brig from an officer standing at the doorway of the cell that she was staying in. She looks over, her eyes showing of her tiredness. She won’t let anyone know that in these places… She fights in her dreams therefore she is often tired. She takes a sedative just to keep herself awake during the times that she needs to be awake and focusing on her work.

Standing in the door way was Nate Miller, “How are you feeling?”

Amri gives a warm smile, not wanting to say much. She replies with, “I’ll be fine.”

Nate just shook his head, “When? In a few weeks, or months or is this going to be over a year or… Well, just let me know when.”

Amri sighs, “I don’t know and yes I know that answer is not good enough, but it is the best I can give right now.”

He narrows his eyes at her, “Have you been to see the doctor?”

She shook her head as she sat up, “No.”

Nate looks to her again, “Think it’s about time now to go?”

Amri studies a moment and gives her reply, “Maybe”

<< Oh, how I need to update the site. Maybe then I’d get some recruits. Whoohoo… Well give me a while. >>

-=/\=- Uss_Hawkeye Ncc 75014 -=/\=-

‘The dawning of each new day gives us reason to celebrate.”

-= Captain Nate Miller, Commanding Officer =-

-= Commander Amri Darriyen, Executive Officer =-