User:Lost-Blue

i hate myself, its not like im good at anything, school/government says im "gifted with intelligence" then why can't i sovle a rubiks cube or do something special, my parents are boring and im like a prisoner confound in my house, but I kinda like it, im like the only person with autosphobia and anthropophobia, wtf, i hate myself for having no life but i hate myself for thinking im good enough to deserve one. my only accomplishemnt to humanity is contributing to this pointless site and my friends are mad at me for no reason, and then theres relgion, am i going to go to hell for what i think see belive, or what im born with!?! and then what im born with, o wow brown hair brown eyes small and skinny real unique yeah like any of my dreams will come true. singing, was in a choir meant for 8th graders in 7th garder then tryed out for a prestige competiotn and i failed miserably so i guess i suck at singing. what have i got going for me, good grades, yeah like thats anything useful. THis whole room in pointless i beleive that only people important to the good of this world should live and im not one of them. My parents say they love me sometimes then yell at me for eating too slow or call my a motherfnin spoiled ftard for not seeing there car, wtf! my dad prefers my druggie brother with no life and i really dont think i have no friends that i really consider ut then i feel horrible when i say thta b/c what i have with ppl diminshes instantly, wtf. all im doing is gathering unneccsary attention to soothe myself. im jsut someone craving for attention b/c im going to grow up and continue to be a lsoer with no life who if wasnt born no one would care and things wouldn't be different and possibly better. what have i done besides ruin the enviroment with pollution? and then ppl might say WELL MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF YOURSELF YOU EMO ASS. well what am i supposed to do, im not meant to do anything and i cant do anything, how can something hate me if my beleif in them is futal in the first place. and then ppl might say well im too young, thats destroys my reality, yes i am a prick like every other child i wanted dreams and they were ruined. why am i special? b/c when your parents call you a mistake you take the right and feel ppl demand your attention and b/c you have a bad life you deserve better. what about ppl worse off... to tell the truth i doubt any of you care at all, those who do are sorta famous but not as much as the slut with looks now are they? am i meant to do anything what will be of my decrepid body, who will moarn me...? Hi my names (not rlly) Eleanor Rigby, and i have a problem. a problem no one can do antyhign about or care about b/c i can't do neither. now thx for reading one of the few things i was able to accomplish to society a simple message... that is all

http://www.museumofconceptualart.com/accomplished/ <-- proving me worhtless q-q